AS I DECIDED TO ORGANIZE , I REALIZE…..

On the way to do that, i found my journals.  So hold tight here comes the story of the begining of the end of my marriage…….  

May 22, 2000 

It has been 3 days since i found out it is over.  Fourteen years of marriage is gone…  Jim has wanted to tell me since january.  Wow what a fool i am ….  I didn’t even notice .

Part of me hates that slut, and the other part wants to kill her.  Did i say those words , of course i did. 

I am scared of what the new life will bring .  But I’m also excited to start fresh and not be living with someone who treats me like a crap.

Sad about losing  a partner. Will i grow alone.

I don’t want to………

 

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About lindaford1962

I am a divorced mother of two grown boys. Ages 22 and 18. One finished grade 12, headed to universitiy, the other is his last in college to become a Paramedic... Me i just made a leap to age 50 , some days i feel it , most days i am a 30 yr old.... lol
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