On the way to do that, i found my journals. So hold tight here comes the story of the begining of the end of my marriage…….
May 22, 2000
It has been 3 days since i found out it is over. Fourteen years of marriage is gone… Jim has wanted to tell me since january. Wow what a fool i am …. I didn’t even notice .
Part of me hates that slut, and the other part wants to kill her. Did i say those words , of course i did.
I am scared of what the new life will bring . But I’m also excited to start fresh and not be living with someone who treats me like a crap.
Sad about losing a partner. Will i grow alone.
I don’t want to………